I hate to admit it but I almost gave up on my dream of you. Well, actually I’d given up on my capabilities to have you, on my worth of deserving you. Wrote myself off as infertile and unworthy.
But now here you are, kicking away in my ever growing belly. I feel you. I know you’re on your way. My body is changing, stretching, aching, expanding, reassuring me every day that you’re there. Sometimes I feel tortured by these changes but the torture tells me that you’re thriving and so I willingly endure and welcome the discomfort….for you.
I can’t wait to meet you. I want to cover your very being with tender mommy kisses. I have so much to tell you, most importantly I want to tell you how much I love you, how much I have loved you since the moment you were confirmed to me, how much my love for you continues to grow as you do. And I want to thank you, my sweet baby girl, thank you for finally blessing us with your life.
